Kelxelenaxrossi's Journals

This Isn't just underpressure lyrics....

Pressure!

Pushing down on me
Pressing down on you no man ask for
Under pressure
That burns a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets

Bah bah dah bah bah dah
(Yeah) (Yeah)

That's okay!
It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Scream "Let me out!"
Pray tomorrow takes me higher
Pressure on people
People on streets

Bah bah dah bah bah dah
Okay!

Chippin' around
Kick my brains round the floor
These are the days
It never rains but it pours
Bah bah dah bah bah dah

People on streets
bah dah dee da day
People on streets
bah dah dee dah dee dah dee dah dee dah

It's the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Scream "Let me out!"
Pray tomorrow takes me higher (higher)

Yeah!

Turned away from it all
Like a blind man
Sat on a fence but it don't work
Keep coming up with love
But it's so slashed and torn

Why? Why? Why?
Love(love)! Love(love)! Love(love)!

Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance?
Why can't we give love that one more chance?
Why can't we give love give love give love?
Give love give love give love give love give love?

Cause love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care
For the people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our ways
Of caring about ourselves

This is our last dance
This is our last dance
This is ourselves under pressure

Under pressure
Under pressure

P.S Ok look,i noe u guys noe this song and well,yeah this song has been quite awhile but the lyrics means alot! to me...actually,yeah,and its what i'm going through right now!
PRESSURE!
School,family,friends,all jus wheezing in my head like a tornado!
and adding me sleeping late at night my eyes are like panda's..
uuuughhghgh..
and,i jus wanna ask u guys,do u guys ever encounter yr friends(or maybe yourself)being someone u are not..i mean i noe its a past time to be someone else and not urself i do that too but now its getting on my nerves tat this friend of mine is acting goth and eccentric and its not her! its like,if she keeps convincing herself that its her,i'm meeting someone i dun't know,cause the real her is covered by this mask that won't crack open! and so its just difficult to communicate....sad.sad.but i shouldn't think if all this when i have pressures of my own so....
remember guys,and even GERARD ARTHUR WAY says this,

'Be yourself,don't take anyone's shit and never let them take you alive'

thats exactly what i mean....

Gerard Wants RED hair!! look here!!

HAHA! finally! i caught u guys attention! hah! so u decide to read this...heheh,sorry if u guys really believed! but i have a question...nothing important,if u wanna leave here its fine... Hey,what happened to mcrfan.com? when i went there the site is closed or something...or issit my computer? try to check it out,if its fine,then its me. OK....but i was wondering too if u guys think theres a change in Gerard Way's vocals from three cheers for sweet revenge to the black parade....any difference? to me,weirdly,i think there is...but,nothing negative.. hmm,i really have to get used to Gerard's new hair though...why the sudden change? and i really need pics of his new hair....yeah,alrght,alright.. Life for me,well,currently cool now as i get to see my friends again....but seriously,i wanna keep my life personal here in buzznet...sorry... okokok i'm jus bored still trying to fine videos to add though... LOVE U GUYS! kelxelenaxrossi

Once upon a MCR dream...

i have alot of MCR dreams but i'm really bored now so here i am jus telling u a dream i had.... I had a dream that MCR went to my school...and suddenly they performed Welcome To The Black Parade right outside my class...ok.so,they were done..and suddenly Gerard called out my name so i came out..he wanted to talk to me and hang out with me so i asked him if i can bring my friends along and he said 'sure! the more the merrier'... right...so we chatted,and the rest of the band was hungry so they wanted to get snacks,they went to my school canteen...we chatted,and surprisingly in my dream i was kinda tall actually i grown so gerard placed his ands onto my hips and we walked slowly to my school garden..like all those typical romance movies..... *shakes head* okokokok...then,the rest of the band finished their meal and called out for Gerard..they had to go back..so Gerard kissed me and we said goodbye...the last thing i see in my dream was Ray's face...and,i woke up... *sigh* Its jus great ain't it? to get dreams of the guys,and jus think about it over and over in ur head and jus enjoy the moment... don't u guys jus wish it was true? well,they said if u dream anything it wouldn't come true....sometimes it does sometimes it doesn;t....but,i dunno about this... but like they say, Dreams Are Like Games That Plays In Your Mind... kelxelenaxrossi

I wanna be so pure...u noe wat? lets talk about life and death

My friend's sister has a friend whose dad passed away...of course,thats one heavy news to bear rite...but one thing my friend is so hyped about now is the one thing we are goin through. LIFE. life,l-i-f-e...hmm,what is the first thing u think about when u hear the word life? family? friends? love? god? well,to me,and this is the truth actually,this is not jus coming out of religious books and all,but life is a test...test of patience,achievements,and,jus yourself..is like when u're taking examinations,when u do goog deeds,u earn points,and so,when u die,u either go to heaven or hell..heaven,the eden paradise...those points u earn help u when u go to heaven..yeah.Life is a game.. thats why,don't swear,drink do nonsense stuff,what if someone realises that someone has cancer and has only a week to live? thats person will realise that he/she hasn't done anything good or achieved anything for himself...thats jus sad,ain't it? Thats why u gotta love ur family and friends,be patient and not a bighead..achieve ur goals and do something for urself...u borrow ur looks and everything from the almighty,the one up there,thats y u gotta be greatful..and god is great,nobody is perfect..one day u might walk past a mansion and think 'wow,this person is soooo lucky to be rich'. well,that ain't true,there will be problems with that family..u'll see one day,i gurantee.. i noe its kinda boring if i talk about this,but i gotta clear my mind and doubts,in case anyone out there might be stressed about... Now,MY life...i'm greatful,i;m happy,i have great friends,and great friends here at buzznet,i make myself happy wit my favourite stuffs.. and sometimes i get sad,i have problems,which i have now,but i have to swallow everythng..i dun have a counselor,so,i talk to myself..sometimes i feel angry and jealous,i cry in my sleep,i have to let everything out...but i'm sure theres someone up there that would help me..i pray,i feel better...loved.. THATS WHY,ever since the september 11 happened,about the world trade centre incident,that changed Gerard Arthur Way's thinking..he wanted to do something wit his life,so,he made a career,he created the band..he's the kind of person thats doin the right thing..thats why now he is so sucessful... believe me,try it urself.. i said what i had to...so,till then... kelxelenaxrossi

I was jus wondering...

hey guys! thanks for takin the time to read...PLS READ MY PREVIOUS POST GUYS....haha,ok. well,this 'thing' that i wanna discuss has made me think alot too you know..and,in fact,to me,makes me kinda scared. WHEN IS GERARD ARTHUR WAY GONNA GET A GIRLFRIEND AND MARRIED? ok,as u see,his brOTHER Mikey Way is like already engaged and gonna get married next year and,frank has a gf..and gerard is like the oldest? or is he and Ray Toro the same age? but gerard is already old and like,i know this is his personal affair but,u noe,if u are a fan,u care too,rite? so,i'm jus hoping that he would find an amazing women that understands him and be faithful,someone that would love him and wouldn't break his heart as Gerard is a sweet guy and kind hearted..u noe him,Gerard respects women,and u see,his band has NO GROUPIES! that is also a reason why i love MCR,they have no groupies! haha! i'm so proud of them! ever heard of the rumour about him being wit Eliza Cuts? that isn't her real name anyway,its Eliza something but i dunno how to spell her real name..sheesh...geez.. well,who am i to talk about his personal affairs,right? i'm jus so curious..but... we'll see.... kelxelenaxrossi

My thoughts to words...*

ok,to tell u guys,i already have 3 blogs,or journals,thats why i dun really update my journal,coz,yeah,theres jus to little to say,because of my other three blogs,or journals... anyway,buzznet has been fun,i met alot of cool ppl,and especially,MCR FANS!!!!!! oohh!!! thats is jus fuckin cool,now,theres jus so much to talk about! haah,i'm ever friends with Alicia Simmons,Mikey Way's gf? wife? issit? but,sometimes i wonder if thats the real Alicia as sometimes ppl jus love pretending to be a famous person..surely u guys know that... AND OMFG! my country,where i live,is like,so far away(but i prefer to keep it hidden)and so i have been wishing and wishing to go to an MCR concert...and as i can see my friends at buzznet are going so,hope u guys have fun! tell me the details! haha! hmmm,lets see but,here in my country i jus have a huge amount of MCR collections and all...sometimes i jus wish MCR would come to my country..man,it would have been a MIRACLE!!! have u guys ever wonder how u guys got to know MCR? like,right from the very start.. to stop to think,i knew MCR by the song 'HELENA'..i heard it in the radio i was like"fuck,this is some awesome shit!" and i start finding out about them and yes,thats how i got to know MCR! but,haha,too bad i didn;t know about them when they made'I brought you my bullets,you brought me your love'...but,they weren't really famous at that time,weren't they? so,LIFE ON THE MURDER SCENE helped me find out the lives of MCR...yup! god,and,well,i know how ppl have been fighting and gettin angry at the fact that Gerard Arthur Way dyed his air blonde!!! but i think he looks younger! and handsome,i'm happy wit Gerard anyway..he's still handsome,no matter what..oooh! and surprisingly,i'm happy the fact that MY DAD loves MCR TOO! wow,a guy like him? wow...haha theres this thing i wanna discuss about,but,maybe i'll discuss it some other time,yah? hha,i will remember... but this post is for u guys out there...so, till then... kelxelenaxrossi

jus using this to post photos,thats all....

i am currenlt feeling down and lazy...so sad.everyone's on a holiday,except me.jus home,doing nonsense... -sigh- k,whatever,back to the point..